1000 Nights

Song credit goes to: Aqua Timez


"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" only to the one I love...

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you can't be stopped by anyone

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I'll keep on loving you even if I'm getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" only to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world...

Tag! I'm it!

tag by azie

7 stuff about me:

1) a nocturnal creature
2) would love to write stories, poems, songs etc but somehow just can't seem to complete them
3) enjoys riding my bike to destination: anywhere
4) tend to become attracted to girls i can't have...silly me
5) currently undecided on this particular girl
6) i love the color black...just ask anyone!
7) would recommend the series "'Allo! 'Allo!" to anyone wishing to improve their English...British comedies are just superb!


7 fav songs:

1) L'arc~en~Ciel - "Daybreak's Bell"
2) Aqua Timez - "Sen no Yoru"
3) The Brilliant Green - "Ash Like Snow"
4) Stephanie - "Friends"
5) Hugh Grant - "Don't Write Me Off"
6) The Honorary Title - "Accident Prone"
7) Point Break - "You"

7 frequent utterances:

1) oro?
2) bleh
3) hmm?
4) hmm....
5) hmph!
6) heh?
7) what?


7 firsts:

1) 1st language - English
2) 1st ever gf - dear Alissa (Dec 2002 - May 2004)
3) 1st time witnessing somebody die in front of my eyes - Wendy Wong (Sep 14 2003)
4) 1st time played football - 1997
5) 1st school fight - 1999
6) 1st song album purchased - Backstreet Boys "Milennium"
7) 1st handphone - Nokia 3510 (Feb 2002 - Aug 2004)


7 scary stuff:

1) rising costs of living!
2) death
3) moral decadence
4) torture (physical, mental, emotional)
5) failing, screwing up
6) making the 1st move
7) war


7 valuable people/stuff:

1) family
2) friends
3) she
4) knowledge / experience
5) handphone
6) laptop
7) bike

Don't Write Me Off

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines.

Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged
I was living in the past but somehow you've brought me back,
and since then my life has been nothing short of blessed.

And though I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is don't write me off just yet...