29.9.08

Harith Zekry Chee Heng Loong bin Abdullah

About an hour ago I witnessed a self-proclaimed atheist embrace the Muslim faith. This man, Andrew Chee Heng Loong, is my sister's boyfriend who is to be engaged to her in less than two weeks. Thus, it goes without saying that this means a great deal for all of us in the family.



At about 11.30 a.m. my dad, Andrew Chee Heng Long, our friend Sani & I arrived, not knowing what to expect. Other than filling up some forms & reciting the kalimah syahadah, of course.

We somehow navigated our way into the office building, but only after nearly venturing into the ladies' prayer room, no thanks to the lack of signage in the vicinity. No real harm done, since it's not prayer time anyway.


We didn't need to wait long for our turn. I suppose people don't exactly flock to this place (for whatever reason) like they do in banks, post office and other similar places. I only managed to grab a pic before we were called in to meet the officer-in-charge.


To my pleasant surprise, the officer who greeted us was a woman (I was expecting the stereotypical bearded middle-aged man ^^). And truth be told, I can't help but notice the striking resemblance to a friend from UTM. The greater astonishment came the moment she spoke, because she sounds very much like my friend. Now I wasn't even considering the possibility that this woman is indeed my UTM friend but instead, I was considering the possibility that voices are sort of 'designed' to match with particular faces. Could it be that two people who look alike would also sound alike?

Okay that was off-topic.

My dad listened attentively as the officer (whose name remains a mystery to all of us) asks Andrew what opened his eyes to Islam, what was his motivation, what does he understand about Islam & religion in general (since he was an atheist). Probably my dad would be thinking "here we go again" ^^ since he's been there and done that some 32 years ago.

After some precautionary advice as to how one can't embrace another religion after once you're a Muslim, the Islamization (I'm not sure if that's the proper term or use of it) begins.


Our friendly neighbourhood officer explains to all of us the process of becoming a Muslim by law. Andrew would have to go for a 5-day camping trip....err, I meant an educational trip to Pantai Remis, Kuala Selangor to learn the basics of practising Islam: prayers, doa, reciting Iqra' and pretty the Islamic way of life.


And being the supportive people we are, my dad, Sani and I listened and asked for clarification ourselves. I believe it is important for all of us to be supportive and invest just as much effort in Andrew's education and development as a Muslim.


At long last, Andrew filled up the form that certifies his embracing of the Muslim faith. It is since then that Andrew Chee Heng Long became 'Harith Zekry Chee Heng Loong bin Abdullah'. Whoa, a name that's longer than mine.

First thing that crossed my mind: how would the NRD fit this frikkin' long name onto Andrew's new MyKad? :-D

Secondly: how would the NRD fit Andrew's child's name onto his/her MyKad in the future? :-D

After Andrew completed the form, my father officially became the first legal witness, followed by Sani as the second witness. I became the 3rd 'unofficial' witness, but I witnessed it all the same :-)


For some reason everyone felt the need to pose in front of the building. It was a good group shot, but actually I was trying to get in a candid shot.


Once everything is over and done with, we all headed back home. Thankfully everything went smoothly. Alhamdulillah ^^

27.9.08

random disconnected thoughts | thank you Allie

Truth be told, for the past couple of weeks I've been sort of depressed. Moody, perhaps. Irritable. Unmotivated.

Empty.

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"She loves him more. I'm nowhere near there. Thus the story of my pathetic love life."
"I command you; DIE!!!"
"GN-001/hs-A01 Gundam Avalanche Exia."
"Will somebody kill me please?! Somebody kill me please...I'm on my knees, pretty pretty please...kill me...I want to die...put a bullet through my head..."
"How did it come to this?"
"Now she knows how it feels to not know where she stands in someone's life. Biar merasa sikit."
"Who is your one and only, actually?"
"He needs some sort of assurance before he decides."
"I've gambled enough already. Let them make the first move now."
"Face card, face card....DAMMIT!"
"We all know that will never happen."
"Girls expect guys to make the first move. They can't be the ones chasing after guys. It's too embarassing for them."
"Talk about maintaining face."
"Her hand in mine, we walked through the mall. Not saying a word. Just feeling the warmth in our grasps. I tried sending my feelings for her via emotional vibes, which coincided with the beats of my heart, through the physical link we shared. And wishing it would be returned with similar feelings of her own. As I do so, I felt her fingers tightened their grip on mine. I turned to look at her, and what I saw made me smile."
"Look at yourself."
"Just choose one, for God's sake."
"Do you guys even understand the effin' situation? There are options but there's nothing to choose. Which part of desirable yet unavailable options do you all NOT understand?!"
"He has made his move. They did not respond the way he would have liked."
"It's not like we expected any positive responses anyway."
"So what are we to do now?"
"Maybe I am meant to not have anyone special. You know, like how some people die before they find their other half? I could be one of those."
"Bollocks. You can't be giving up now, can you?"
"It's out of our hands. We can't do anything about it, and they don't look like they'll leave the comfort they currently enjoy. And why should they, if it's for someone like us?"
"He knows it all too well. Don't rub it in."
"This is all effin' bullshit."
"Carl's Jr. We had her favourite beef chilli cheese fries, and I tried the Super Star a friend recommended. She laughed when she saw how much I ate. Heck, I'm not going to pretend in front of her. My belly is too prominent to be disguised and the food's just too damn good."
"Let's see...two Action Base 1, Gundam 00 marker set, Avalanche Exia, Guren Royal Coating...I wonder if 00 Gundam would be out by then. Probably need a few hundred bucks for all these."
"What is it with people who won't walk out of relationships even though it's not there anymore? Says she doesn't feel it anymore but still tells him I love you. Boyfriend literally abandons her but still tells everyone she's in a relationship. Knows he is seeing two girls besides her but still makes plan of getting hitched with him. HULLO?!"
"Forget it and move on. It can be done."
"This emptiness clenches my heart like cold vice. I suppose that doesn't make sense because there's only a void where my heart once was."
"Allie? Honey? Emma? Or what's-her name? Which one will it be?"
"It's definitely....maybe."
"It will all depend on the 11th. That would be the moment of truth."
"When he holds you close, when he pulls you near, when he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him because those words those are mine to say to you until the ends of time..."
"It was time to go home. I was reluctant to let her go simply because I don't know when we'll meet again. If we'll ever meet again. Three times in six years does not do justice to the feelings I have for her. Not when I want her to be with me by my side for as long as we both live."
"Z-01 Lancelot. Marching Ever Onward Towards Tomorrow."
"You are my first; that will never change. The feelings I professed all those years ago are still here, and they are for you. They will always be for you. Always."
"There was never a need to choose, you effin' arsehole. You knew the answer to the question all along. You effin' arse."
"He's gotta stop making these impossible choices."
"But how do we know if she knows? She might just end up being oblivious, just like the rest of them."
"Devotion is a beautiful thing often abused."
"Maybe it's just me, but couldn't you believe that everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving? And the tear in your eye, and your calm, hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place."
"You know, love, that despite our exploits with other people, I still hope that we do end up with each other in the end."
"I love you, she said. And then I told her, I love you too."
"Those three words really mean a lot to me. Thank you."
"As it does to me when I said it to you. And I still have that smile on my face."
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I'll just note that the above is REAL even though it might not make any sense. That, I assure my dear readers, is purely intentional.

26.9.08

random moment of inspiration

Insignificant by nature
Yet, at times, sought after
To ease the pain in you
Though in truth, I'm in pain too;
Even if my being shall be lost
For you I'll pay any cost
The price of which I'll gladly bear
But to leave you in pain, I'll never dare;

I am a painkiller pill.